((((((((( purplesecrets )))))))))

Your post struck me to the core. I know the fear of the all consuming fear. I know what it is to hide the fear while it eats you alive inside. I know what it is to feel I could never speak of it. I used to call it "The Monster". I was so bad I couldn't even read the word "panic" without becoming sick and having a panic attack on top of all the fear I already had.

I want you to know there is hope. There is peace out there to be gained. I think you are very, very brave to post. Look what a giant step you have taken. I am so proud of you for being so brave. Yes, brave! It takes bravery to reach out when you're terrified.

I shall be happy to sit with you, too.

Gentle and safe hugs,

Jan