It's funny you mention my asking about her, because I haven't been, until my last session. And that was only after she brought her up. After things were getting worse instead of better, I just felt the need to ask about her welfare health wise...like she didn't have cancer or something. I would have asked that of anyone. And it started off with me saying "you know I don't ask questions, BUT...."

It's just an annoyance, I guess... she canceled Monday, got me in Tuesday. Canceled Thursday. Canceled next Monday. I just have a feeling something will come up and next Thursday will be canceled too. We shall see. We both agree it's really bad timing. Because therapy has been getting...well, more painful. Seems I get comfortable again, disclose, then something happens and I'm left hanging.

Yes, I have Email or text option....but I don't want to use it. As I was typing out this post, I got a text from T. I know she's trying. This whole therapy business is just so hard. I think when it gets harder and then there are interruptions often enough, it makes it hard to want to continue. That's how I'm feeling anyway. Just seems like an added stressor in my life that doesn't need to be there. Who knows. I'm going to try to "weather the storm" as she says....but I'd like some more predictability.