I'm sure your Pdoc isnt going to be thrilled, You have been in a big struggle with your Bipolar for as long as I can remember, You just need to see your Pdoc and be honest.
Maybe keeping all the ducks in a row so you won't have delays in refilling your medications in the future would help ... But I think you might have just wanted to stop taking it?????
Bipolar peeps all over the world have decided the drop a medication just because they can or want too... I have yet to meet someone that hasnt stopped something at some point with out Pdoc approval, I have done it many many times.
Just keep yourself safe and healthy so you can care for your family