Well, they're looking at a peace bond now and if she doesn't agree to it, it means that they're going to go to trial and prosecute me to the fullest extent of the law (6 months in jail possibly for "threats").

It sucks because like she was horribly psychologically, mentally and financially abusive towards me. If I didn't get her what she wanted she would get mad at me (flirt with other guys in front of me, etc), and she would often blame me for her being upset all the time and ugh... she convinced me it was my fault she cheated on me (after saying she was raped to begin with) and ugh... it's just so much. All of this just pushed me to a nervous breakdown.

My psychologist suggested that it's going to be difficult for me to get attached again... Possibly ruining my future relationships for good.

Like, I want to get out of my parents house, but my mom is stopping me trying to keep me here (they're hoarders).

Since the prosecutor is female, I'm thinking they're going to be pulling the whole "since she's a female she's the victim" card and screwing me over as a result, even though she's living perfectly fine and leaving me possibly permanently mentally scarred. It's just not fair. If she broke both my legs I could charge them, but if they break me mentally, I can't do anything about that.