Hello Bootiebear,

I must agree with what others wrote. In reading your post, it sounds like you are looking to others to help you find happiness. Try looking inside yourself because if you aren't happy, no one else can fill that need. You end up looking and looking and never feeling fullfilled - in my experience.

I've been treated the way you have and it takes a lot of courage to do what is right for you. I am glad you are seeing a therapist. They are wonderful people.

I hope this all works out for you as it makes me sad to see others in pain.

Song