I'm sure your T understands, and has seen/heard much worse. It's part of their job. There is no way I have what it takes to be a T...just no way. I know I'd want to bring all the lost souls home with me, and quite sure I'd never get any sleep. So, I'm not a T, but I still bring lost souls home with me!

I've gotten upset with my T (pretty much kept it to myself...but I'm quite sure I don't hide it all that well....I'm sure she knows if and when), and whether I've voiced it or not, she has always maintained the same demeanor... she's never even hinted that she was in the slightest bit "put off" by anything I've said. I honestly have a fear, and have since I started, of her, or any T for that matter, wanting to send me packin'. Regardless of what I've admitted to, how I feel or how I act, I'm instead assured that she WON'T do so. I think T's see the worst sides of people....as yours did, and I'll bet in the end it will help you feel more safe and assured. I think that's not an uncommon response.