Honestly I have hard time understanding why would you date someone you can't stand touching even as simple as holding his hands? Relationships are hard even when you are in love and want to hold his hand 24/7! But if not then what's the point? Especially if he feels differently!

And it is not just lack of desire. You said you don't even want to spend time with him that much.

Please just find the way to break up with him so he has another chance

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