IDK where to begin, I moved recently not really so much by choice but for safety concerns. I've spent nearly 4 months now without therapy, support, treatment team of any kind. Have searched countless hours to find new help and have found nothing but doors slammed in my face and have been referred around in circles.
At this point I'm loosing all hope, loosing massive amounts of times, blacking out, cannot leave house. All symptoms are heightened to the point of hardly barely able to function. I want time to stop. All self's feel like cowards for leaving the only therapist that ever believed there was hope for us? But cuz of safety concerns from outside person didn't have much of a choice.
Though now more lost sad scared & alone than ever before in life. Having bad thoughts this suffering will never end. The other parts just scream and cry to be heard but no one literally none is here to listen....
I hate myself...