Freewill I hope that things are better for you if I had friends like you have said yours friends are like then I would be glade not to have them in my life.

I was very lucky when I started getting my ED I have all my friends saying that I needed help some pushed me to see the doc more than others & that made me put my foot down more then when I was at my lowest weight they all backed of & said you dont want are help but when you do were all here for you & thats when I said ok I do need help & I saw someone & they have all been very supportive of me they dont know how to handle what im going through or how to talk about it but they are there if I need them & thats worth more than anything in the world even though I know that I can not talk to tham is nice to know if they could help they would but as they have never been here its to hard to ask for there help.