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Old Feb 28, 2015, 12:58 AM
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Originally Posted by Gavinandnikki View Post
My favorite person to hang out with is myself. Even in the lowest depression and worst anxiety. I consider this to be one of my greatest strengths. Even if I am feeling sui, I always value my own company.

I relish being alone.

For you, not the same. I think why....fear of ???? Don't know. But I do think that part of your healing will be becoming more of a friend to yourself. You have to!

Who spends more time with Scarlet than Scarlet??

Feel free to totally blow this off. I've had a very busy day and am exhausted.

Best,
Yeah. I don't like spending time with Scarlet I often wish for a vacation away from myself. I have difficulty understanding why anyone else would also want to spend time with me. I have been alone most my life: physically, emotionally... Yes, I have low self-esteem and need to work on that somehow... I value myself based on the value others I care about see in me. It's like I'm blind so I need them to tell me the type of person I am. I'm not saying this is healthy. I do need to become my own friend. How to do that? Idk.
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