Update
She did not write me back. I do not know if she has even read my email.
After calming down, I wrote her again. I will leave it at that:

I know we love each other, but we are incapable of having a healthy relationship with each other
I am sorry for all the hurt I caused you.
I thank you for everything.

I am not angry at you.

I think of you with fondness now that I have broken the ties of a sham relationship..


Drop me a line sometime. I will write you back.
I hope you can be happy.
I do Love You.

Thank You all here for your kindness and support. I value all of you.
You are all very special people and I thank you for your acceptance.
I am far from perfect, but I will continue to try and be better.

Let Love Rule