"I don't matter" is often funny!! He clearly should be called "I DO matter"

Maybe you are bothered by the dogs watching you because you've evolved to a position where u can see yourself cutting as an outsider, and are starting to REALLY not want to deep down? Maybe yr starting to feel compassion for yourself - and seeing yr actions through your dogs' eyes is part of seeing yourself as others do? Most people would want to help rather than watch u cut....they might be yr new voice of reason? (Just a thought - u did say you're really depressed, so perhaps not....)

Have u told the dr you need to cut more to get relief these days? I know it's obvious, but cutting more can't be a great plan.... And suicide is (apparently) not a sensible option for depressed people.. (Big sigh.... )

Super glue is a brilliant plan if all else fails!

Take care