I made it through the night - a little were and tear between alcohol and SI...

Feeling a bit up now - grand ideas are entering my mind...so goes the roller coaster of life. I much prefer the up...even though that can get you into trouble too...

Thank you all for your words of encouragement - they do mean a lot...

I'm not very good at taking compliments, Meander...but thank you.. Being here at PC fills a void that I haven't figured out yet...and I'm glad that whatever I have posted has helped a little.

The three people I called IRL life were not available at the time of my call...One has changed a number...I know anyone of them would have helped. Though I'm not sure i really wanted any IRL help...