Everything seems to keep going downhill for me. My depression is getting worse by the day & I don't know how much more I can take.. It all started when my mom died, then my boyfriend & I started arguing more often about how I can't just "be happy" & now that's causing my relationship to take a turn for the worse, I can barely function on a day to day basis because all I want to do is sleep my sadness away because I don't feel like I have anyone here for me. I don't have a bond with my father or my brother.. I'm trying my absolute hardest to keep it together & act like nothings wrong, but it's just so hard when I really feel like breaking down crying. I isolate myself because of this as well, which causes me to think about painful memories & how everything seems to be falling apart. I don't know what to do anymore.. I'm going to therapy & I do take medications for my depression & anxiety, but I don't feel like it's helping whatsoever. I don't know... I just need some kind of support right now