Sammi, I think I have felt similar to what you are describing. It struck me once that I was like a "new house" ready to move into? That helped me a little bit sustain the good feelings and excitement of getting better and contain the frustration of not having anything "going" yet, just walking around the empty house. But I could picture different rooms/scenarios and realize I wanted "certain" pieces of furniture or art work and it was taking some time to experiment with just which ones :-) Wall color too! There's going to be a few things that appear to set you back, they're just pieces of furniture that aren't "right" for you and your new house. Paint the wall a "wrong" color and experiment; you can paint over it!