When someone else cries I never know what to do, when a person cries to much or things I never cried about ever, I can get a little bit annoied. My friends never cry and also get annoied sometimes. I know there is a difference between crying because you fell, and crying because you feel bad. But when I cry I feel weak and stupid. And when I am alone and I cry I tell myself I am faking it. I know if I would cry next to my friends, they would support me. But the feeling just runs too deep. I also was raised not to cry. Like when you got hurt, your mother doesn't immediately cuddle you, but waits for you too get up, and then tells you everything is going to be okay. Nothing wrong with that, just explains it more. Sorry for my bad grammar, I'm not English.
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