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Originally Posted by WHWT
Know the feeling. You get to the point that you are numb to it. Reminds me of the song by the Eagles, "Desperado".
Knowing about the number of years i have left in my life. It's going to be better for me to be alone. To do anything other than that will leave behind a bigger mess than simply disappearing into the night.
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That song Desperado reminds me of the many times that I just sit alone and cry. I definitely feel like "Life" is over for me. I don't do anything but exist and go through the motions. I don't do tons of things that I could do because of social anxiety and lots of other anxieties. I know that I am missing out on fun times with my grandchildren because I have so much overall anxiety when trying to do things with them such as taking them places.
Dealing with young children, traveling, driving, dealing with my own personal hell of anxiety with it all makes it torture. It's really hard to explain. I only feel comfortable at home alone in the quiet. Anything past that is too anxiety provoking. What a life!
