i have been reading a book on negativity it helped alot.it was called Battlefield of the mind and talked alot about negativity, i actually got the idea to buy it from these forums. it is a christian book, but you can just take the advice without actually being any certain religion. i often feel like if things are going great, something bad or negative is about to happen. its been like that for me lately, not to jinx myself, but it is almost like the calm before the storm i feel. everything but the stupid weather is going great. hopefully things will stay calm but i am now ready to take on anything after also going through a med change. i feel great for some reason, my worst part of the day is the mornings still, that i am dealing with each day and it is getting better too. Good Luck!!!