Why is everything so scary? I have weird dreams then I think it's all real. I get paranoid in the middle of the day and feel like the walls are closing in. What is this? Is it Satan again? Is it God punishing me for not worshiping? WHAT IS IT?!? Why the hell is this so frustrating and why is it paranoia and weird thoughts, which in my case is one step away from voices in my head and delusions, and not mood symptoms. I would so much prefer no Schizoid states or if the paranoia was just that, but it isn't. Do I need more Geodon now? What in the world is it?