I can only sympathize with those who ended there struggle with depression/anxiety.....by taking there lives.....the total feeling of dread.....pure dread.....having NO feelings other than the worst......hurting.......not able to smile. laugh.....and the constant self chatter in ones head that you are worthless....daring you to do things you would never think of doing......true MAJOR DEPRESSION.......If I did not get out of those horrible feelings...and had to live life day in and day out with no end in sight..........no selfishness there for ending the pain......the "normal" people you refer to have never...ever felt these pains.....