Im currently reading through your first thread on that forum and agree with them completely.

You need to sort your mental issues out, perhaps with help from a supportive site like psychcentral.

Many of your symptoms are potentially symptoms of other diagnosis and self diagnosing lupus then getting irritated by people only trying to help is irrational.

Edited to add, Im only up to page 4, so I dont know if you perception of bullying gets worse but so far I would not call it cyber bullying.