I just don't know anymore. I'm tired of the years of being single and lonely. I'm tired of not being able to help others with their problems. I'm tired of forcing myself to go on so others aren't emotionally hurt. I'm tired of being given false promises and false hope. I'm tired of going to therapy and taking medications without noticing a single positive change. I'm tired of getting letters in the mail about student loan payments. I'm tired of wasting time on dating sites that never lead to a relationship. I'm tired of people treating each other like objects rather than as fellow human beings. I'm tired of ignorance and arrogance in the world. I'm tired of being tired.