That makes perfect sense!
And wanting to cut more could be the same as wanting to drink more... Eventually 3 drinks becomes 6 and so on...
Do you discuss WHY you want to suicide/ cut?
Do u need said therapist to respond MORE rather than just get the update?
(That's the impression I get from what you've written. Please don't think I'm criticizing yr therapist! I hate wen anyone says anything bad about mine because I can't imagine where Id be without him! They can only work with what we give them!)
I'm still hoping you'll discover that the staring dogs is your new "cutting conscience" helping u to stop!