Of course, there is place for other possibilities. You can change the view you see yourself.
Do you feel like that all the time?
This is my thought. You have to change the way you see yourself. I can't understand how after so many years of therapy, you still haven't changed it.

There are many possitive things in you. Think about them.
Don't expect people see only the negative, bc there are positive points.
Trust people, they see yourself in a moré objetive way that you do.