thank-you for all your kind words! That is all I wanted to hear from my hubby was that "it was alright" and that "it was going to be ok" like how hard is that to say!!!
I think next time I will just come here like I always do....especially when I feel like I am going over the edge..it was weird it was 2 a.m and I just wanted to run, the feeling made me want to just jump and go! I hate that feeling of being very afraid...something is wrong with my mind!