This doesn't sound at all silly in view of
what you've revealed about emetophobia and your concern about germs. Your mind is working overtime, and it's no surprise it should surface in your dreams.
Has anything or technique worked for you to blunt the fears? Dealing with such while dealing with depression makes everything more difficult.
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My dog

mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.