The most I do in a day is get up to eat or use the restroom. Doing anything is a big deal for me... even watching TV is an accomplishment, because usually I just lay on the floor stuck in my thoughts and i just roll around on the floor for the rest of the day. I'm 17 (should be the most exciting time of my life), and I don't go to school (never have). I don't have any social contact either (haven't talked to someone else my age in over a year). SO basically my social skills have become so useless, I can't even talk to myself anymore. My mind is just blank, basically.

I don't know what to do. I can't seem to get up to do anything, even something lazy like watching a movie. And it's been like this for a long time (been the worst this past year). I'm also scared of other people.

I also want to know if it's too late for me to ever live a normal life. I have absolutely zero social skills, and I know childhood is the time that you develop all that... so is it too late now that i'm almost an adult? Will I ever be normal? Because i know childhood seems to have a lasting imprint on peopoel