I want to throw a tantrum. I want to shut down and pull back. See?! See what you made me do?! See now, you ignore me, I'm ignoring you! Screw you! See if I care!

But yeah. I know you'll just sit back and wait til I'm done. It's my own time and money I'd be wasting. So I'll go and talk about it. And I'll figure out what I'm supposed to learn from it.

But I really really really want to just pitch a sulk!

Of course pitching a sulk will make me feel even worse and even more disconnected.

I'm not in therapy to play mind games. I'd lose anyway.

Not to mention I'm only playing with myself...

Argh!