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Originally Posted by chickenfoot
It's funny I hadn't smoked for 2 years prior to my first psychotic break and we pulled into the psych hospital I had been brought to and the ambulance driver said "do you want a smoke, they won't let you when you go in" and I was like yes...yes I do need a smoke. Coughed my lungs out but didn't care, now I care as I'm back smoking 20 a day. I do sometimes think if I wasn't psychotic at the time I would have refused the cigarette but I needed something.
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I started smoking when my ocd first got really bad, when I was 14 or so, just something to calm me down. That was when I was like 14 or so, a few years before my first psychotic break. I don't smoke as much I used to at least, but it's still an every day thing. Hopefully gonna start transitioning to vapes soon.