I told my therapist, and ever since then this fear has skyrocketed out of control. My whole family hates me for it because it's all I ever talk about. "I just ate that and I'm nervous" "God I'm so nervous I can't even see straight". Even right NOW I feel like crap because I ate when I shouldn't have and my sister said that I was psychotic, and my mom says I'm never moving forward... Like SHE'S all about moving forward... Smh.