Yes, I agree I am walking a fine line right now. However, I agree with Razel that it is my own body. And I agree with how she said I shouldn't really listen to my therapist. I do think that my therapist is jumping the gun ( i think that's the right expression) a bit, she thought I had en ED months ago when I really did not. I think that her bringing the idea up, put it in my head and gave me the idea that maybe it would be cool to have an ED.
I do see myself getting thinner and I know I said just 5 more pounds. I think if I say that after those 5 pounds, I know then I will have a big problem.
My problem is, I do not want help beacause I do not want to gain any weight.
Don't they (doctors and nutrionists) make you gain weight?
I'm very happy at a size 2. I'll even take a 4. But from what I hear when you get help you gain alot of weight.