i feel sad. i think its just this day. my dads bday. im glad im home from work cuz i felt paranoid there. i thought my coworkers were talking about me and it made me feel like a loser. the time dragged on and i just wanted to go home. but now im home and thinking about my dad.

a good thing abt today was that i asked the manager if i can not be scheduled to work before 3 tuesdays and saturdays. so now i have a set time i can see T twice a week. so thats less stress for me abt my work schedule