Hi all!

I've been struggling lately w/ lack of honesty.... I met with my Rector about a month ago and he seemed pretty familar with OCD-he said not to confuse my illness with sin.

I try VERY HARD to be honest and am aware of it EVERY SECOND of the day.....I form my words in my head before I speak so I KNOW THEY'RE TRUE.

Of course I've had some stress on myself lately-menopause and it's coming up on the 1-year anniversary of the death of my (again) boyfriend on 7/1-it was unexpected-a "catastrophic heart attack." He was 49, going to work on a Saturday morning and collapsed and was dead before he hit the ground. I didn't get to say goodbye....I MISS HIM TERRIBLY-even though we'd broken up we remained good friends and did things occasionally.

Help appreciated.

AC