Still feeling okay...good. Well, better than being depressed. Yesterday after sleeping during daytime (as i had work real early in the morning), i woke up feeling very lonely. I don 't know what caused it. I decided not to get too into it and just go through the feeling. I was fortunate to have people around me. Before even though there was people, i still felt it. This time, the feeling went away. I did feel weak from it and i did sleep more.
But the feeling went away and i didn't desperately try to cling onto to people or reach out. Having this one person who i trusted telling me that my writing to her brothers her really got me sad. So i make great effort not to contact her...or even others now. It's okay i guess.