Concerta made me so sad just empty bad cold like a zombie.

My psychiatrist told me to keep taking it an it will go away.

I stopped taking it but then had 100 54mg Concertas in stalk pile.

After abuse in lethal doses (200-600mg or 1300mg in 24 hours). I somehow tricked my brain into liking it.

The times that I was high on such doses, I was practically melting in my chair so omg I have never been that relaxed in my life. Not even alcohol or benzos calm me down that much..

I think methylphenidate is a calming stimulant. Unlike coffee. I once OD'd on caffiene pills took 14 because I was so used to doing that with methylphenidate