Update Hubby called pdoc and T behind my back (grrrr, but he has the right), they have added low dose of Zypexa while I go through this episode. I have "limited rights" right now. I basically feel so tired and drugged up, I pretty much sleep most of my days and nights away. I guess that's not so bad. Specially if that's the way to get through this. My T has been calling me every other day - and I've been in to see him twice now. All I keep telling my self - is "hang in there" this shall pass.

BP2014: I am unable to take SSRI due to my rapid cycling - they throw me into such a manic stage I become dangerous to myself and OTHERS.