I'm dealing w bipolar 1 infidelity. My husband has serial cheated on me for 6 years and called me crazy whenever I accused. He finally came clean this summer. Only to turn around and go missing 2 days while we were supposed to go on a family camping trip w our sons. Turns out he was a mile away from home w some hoe bag who loves married men. It was devastating. I'm still dealing w it every day. I have a form of ptsd it's awful. He was diagnosed bipolar in the fall and on meds now but still struggles w fetishes and porn which is heartbreaking after the crush of confidence infidelity causes. I am so sorry u go thru this and u r a brave man to stick thru it.. honestly. It's really hard to view it as the sickness and not take it personally I know.