reading more about your problems with psychiatrist who dont want to listen to what you have to say, i have to tell I once got in a verbal fight with one of them, because he was clearly humiliating me, treating me as a junkie who wanted to perform better at college, and who was not suffering any condition at all. It takes TIME and effort, in a way that goes beyond what it is fair, to find a good doctor, never give up, may some day someone take seriously what you have to say, but it takes money, time, patience, and re-telling your story over and over again, until you finally find someone who is willing to help.