I didn't get to talk to my GP about my depression. I drove myself there, but my husband showed up anyway. I am now wearing a heart monitor for the next 24 hours. I have had bouts of light-headedness and a racing heart. I'm back to not being allowed to drive until they figure out why. I haven't had an appetite for almost two weeks. I even tried to make a lasagne (needed help with too many things...sigh) The Doc didn't think it was a med side effect. I feel so stupid...why can't I just open my mouth and speak? I'm screaming on the inside, but nothing is coming out.
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Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. no matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness got there first, and is waiting for it - Terry Pratchett
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