I'm very depressed. It's one of the comorbidities of schizophrenia. I can't take an SSRI either, nor Wellbutrin. I just have to learn how to cope with it. I feel as though I could cry at any moment. I never use to be like this before my illness. I would stay up reading Aristotle or Shakespeare. Now, I have to distract myself with multiple things at once in order to not look at that light within that use to shine so brightly.

You know what didn't help my mood? My dear friend let me borrow the DSM IV. Do yourself a favor and don't read it. The statistics in it are brutal. **** them. I won't be a damn statistic. Screw schizophrenia. People aren't their disorders.