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Originally Posted by spincera
I had another episode last night. However, I wasn't extremely upset, but was slightly bummed. Anyway, I felt the episode come on gradually, but then it took over full force. Thank heavens I was lying down at the time. I am actually going to talk to my regular doctor about it in the morning. I think that it might be due to the Geodon. I found out that it can happen with that type of medication. It is scary to say the least. It starts and then just takes over. Anyway, I will see what the doctor says. I will also inform my pdoc too. However, she won't probably get back to me until Tuesday.
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god damn it, i had another episode last night as well. the aliens/demons took over my body and spoke through me to my boyfriend and i have no idea what was said. he said i was laughing at him and smirking and my eyes were glazed. and i was referring to myself as "she". i have no idea what he is talking about. why is this happening to me. hahahahahahahahaha. i probably need to get to a doctor. it was suggested that i may be going into psychosis - i am not going into damn psychosis, and i don't want medication and i don't want to see a doctor. i feel fine. i am fine.

i'm sorry spincera, i am not trying to hijack your thread. i am just relating to what you are going through. i'm not scared, i'm more worried about what was said. i am glad, that you are seeking help though. idk what my problem is why i won't go. well i do, but i'll keep that to myself.