They are not going to drop you , breathe... The situation is apparently you are not getting the right type of help.

Your at risk , You have been a big risk since I meet you here numerous years ago. They are looking into your whole situation and home life.

Your most likely going to receive additional services and help to make sure you can feel better and your entire family will be functioning better, healthier...

Try to rein in your fear , yes hard to do .. But I think you misunderstood that your not going to have help. That makes no sense, Try the logical view.

Breathe.