(((AzulOscuro))) I couldn't tell you the last time I went to a social outing. I don't even go out to eat with my own family. I used to have a very active social life and I was good at it but I found it exhausting and I had to fake it all the way. I didn't enjoy any of it. Eventually it all became overwhelming and I just let my friends slip away one at a time until I realized I never really had friends at all. Not real ones anyway. So just sitting here sympathizing with you. *SIGH*