And you look for inspiration
In the dark where the sickness lives.

Soz for triple posting but they were getting concerned about me getting paranoid and not taking my meds.

It was hard to fight past the delusions. Paranoia of the staff talking about me leads to death. I have a firm believe that this stuff is true because there's so much evidence.

Now they wanted me to take the zyprexa.. I took it because I gave up on my agitation and went in and out of consciousness and couldn't sleep because of the twitching.

Sigh