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Old Mar 02, 2015, 10:30 PM
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Originally Posted by StbGuy View Post
Now, the trick is to be extremely selfish and then go and get help so you can be happy again.

That's the rub of it no one really knows how unhappy I am. Haven't tried to off myself since i was a teen so they think it's all in the past. I wear my pain on the inside so no one else has to see it. I know after years of therapy and medication there is no happiness for me. Some meds help a little when I can afford to get them but that's rare.

I've been miserable for 31 years. At this point I don't think I'd know how to be anything else but as long as I can fake a smile and no one else sees who cares?
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