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Originally Posted by StbGuy
Now, the trick is to be extremely selfish and then go and get help so you can be happy again. 
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That's the rub of it no one really knows how unhappy I am. Haven't tried to off myself since i was a teen so they think it's all in the past. I wear my pain on the inside so no one else has to see it. I know after years of therapy and medication there is no happiness for me. Some meds help a little when I can afford to get them but that's rare.
I've been miserable for 31 years. At this point I don't think I'd know how to be anything else but as long as I can fake a smile and no one else sees who cares?