Wish i could give more details. Just want to throw a fit. I hate it here because it is all a lie. People giving comfort when they don't really care. Sigh. Just want to go away but know I will be drawn back because there is no where else to go. Ha. Such is life. Tomorrow all will be fine, the emotions will fade away and life will be back to what I am told is normal and everyone will be happy. meanwhile I am labled, catagorized and placated but never truely understood. Ignore this post for it is just mutterings of a bored and unstable mind cowering in the only safe place she knows holding tightly to the only people who understand.
Carrie
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