So I have known for a while that I struggle with social anxiety and I've really worked on it and found my way to a better place where I still FEEL awkward and weird but I feel like people don't notice. I exude confidence even though I FEEL awkward and people just go with it and don't notice....

But tonight I was just watching some whimsical buzzfeed videos and I come across this... A buzzfeed video (what it's like living with depression) butt it won't let me post the link here because I'm too new....
And now....That really hits home in a lot of ways....

Like the beginning... I recently got promoted but was never fully trained and I'm doing the best I can but I never feel I'm doing good enough. And every morning I just want to go back to bed and sleep and not care. But I go to work anyway because it's important to the company and even at my worst I know I'm better than nothing.

My friends invite me out and I worry I'm just the extra person they need all it's not an odd number....

Idk... Lately I'm un motivated and just struggle to do the basic work thing and I feel identify with this too much lately....am i depressed?