I want to thank you all for replying.
I feel like crying lately because it's gotten to the point that I don't even have an appetite anymore and I'm getting scared. I just ate 2 of my daughter's chicken nuggets and it made my stomache full. I know I need to eat more and I was planning on it, but I just don't feel like it. I guess I'll really have to force myself.
All I think about is this damn disorder. And no one else seems to notice or care. My husband is aware I am anorexic, but is happy with my appearance and says nothing about me not eating.
I'm waiting to hear comments from family members about how thin I'm getting, but I'm not hearing it.
Guess I want attention.
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