i am like you too. i basically have little contact with brothers and sisters, i talk to my mom everyday on phone have few friends and live in my own little world on a dead end street literally. i have a pshyciatrist and t, am afraid to go outside because of seizures, but i've come to accept my comfort zone for now. no one says you have to leave a comfort zone but it probably would do you some good since you seem to have alot to give and you're young.i only wish i was like you too, you're so lucky to not have too much anxiety and about authority figures, most of us react the same way.i hope you can maybe see a doc and t to for advice and comfort.