Hello Macd123,
Well, no it's not a weird idea of love, there are many people that get together via the internet and form a relationship, it is the way of the world these days. But... this relationship has now ended so you need to grieve just like you would if it had been an in-person relationship. Let grief take it's course and then you will be able to accept and move on.
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